What lies in the deepest, darkest corners of my mind?

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The days that my anxiety, depression, and emotional regulation are at levels that feel even somewhat stable are few and far between. Most days I feel like I’m hovering somewhere between being really stressed or riddled with anxiety and battling feelings of the deepest, darkest sadness that often manifests itself as debilitating grief. Hollow is a word that I might use but even it doesn’t fit…