When your worst enemy is you

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Being a human is a wonderfully messy proposition. Our minds can take us to the greatest of heights, the lowest of lows, and everything in between.

This is probably the most excruciating thing I have ever written but at this point, where I am at both emotionally and mentally I feel like taking a chance on writing might begin to make me feel better. There is no doubt in my mind that I am absolutely atrocious at not…